Dear my friend, I know it’s feel a bit off to say the word friend between us, but technically we’re friends and that’s enough for me. My friend, I know it’s something hard to explain between us. The feeling of intense and gravity pulling us likes a roller coaster. I always got pulled into you, only me I suppose. You’re the most beautiful person I ever met. Not your face or body but your soul. One time I saw you cried in the volleyball court after losing a match. It’s ok, life is not winning sometimes and more than ok is you can cry about it. I like that you show your fragile emotions even all of the society said “Boy never cry” “Boy should be tough” but you’re not and that’s make you so beautiful to me. I like the way you organized your book under the desks, so clean and neat. Your hand writing is small and light weight and that’s also beautiful. You like animals and you good around young children. Sometimes people said that you’re a bit feminine and that’s ok because you still you and that beautiful. I’m sorry for the opportunity we missed I don’t know how much you have to go through after graduate high school. Maybe you met some nice, pretty girls and settled down with them. Or you have to dealing with the word “too good for me” and enter your villain arc. That’s ok too, but being a bad boy is not the solution for more girls to like you, that’s my advice. The last thing I remember is you got a piercing on your ears, I don’t know if you think this is a bad boy stuff or anything but I always respect your decision and I’m always proud of how far you have come. You’re changing into something I don’t recognize but it’s ok because I’ve changed too. the last thing I wanted to say is, thank you for being born into this world. I never regretted choosing this path even I ended up into 3 years of therapy. I still glad that I met you. I always wish you for the best, always. if you’re in your lowest time of your life right now, remember that I will always love you. And for my last request, ***Please live your life, be happy and forget my name.*** With Love, Me.